Jordan Lyrics

[Verse]
I really wish you would leave me alone
I just wanna be by my own for a second
But you always gotta creep in my dome
Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon
I reckon you're just as lonely as I am
I reckon you're just lonely as me
I reckon you wanna see me break so you feed me bait
'Cause you know what I need, yeah, I know what you need
Oh please, can you just listen up
Just zip it shut, and not interrupt for once?
I mean fuck, this just isn't fun
I’ve been stuck in this rut but I’m done with ya, fuck you cunt
Fuck you too, fuck you, shut up
Cut up, just do it, one, two, nuh-uh
I ain't ever fallin' for that again
I don’t want my mother to look at me like I’m nothin' but a nutter
I just wanna have a moment of peace
I just wanna go to sleep without you
Always callin' me a loner, sayin' that I can’t stay sober
And I should make a rope with the sheets
I just wanna focus on beats
Focus on makin' the dopest release, nah
You should get drunk, you should just jump
You should just thump and explode on the streets

Dammit, man, you make me sick
You’ve always been a crazy prick
I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say
I should go to the neighbour's place and set flames to it
Take a sip, take a sip
Take a sip, shit, that’s three for your OCD

Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip
That’s four, does that make you tick?
Bet you crave a fifth like you crave the piss
Every day is the same as you chase your fix
You're a slave to the taste of a fake escape
And too lazy to change a bit, you're afraid to quit
So you wait a bit and you wait a bit
Gain weight a bit, what a way to live

Okay, you prick, I get the picture
No need to explain the shit, you’re ashamed of it
Maybe I am
But who are you to judge?
It was you who was tellin' me to do the drugs
And get stupid drunk, I just thought you could use some fun
You were upset, you were dumped
I didn’t say to abuse it once, the truth is
You choose to run from your problems
Don’t blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt

Take it back
No way, mate, take it back, it ain’t plain as that
I'm the one that remains intact
And at the same time cravin' crap that you made me have
Don’t say I’m a lazy rat
When the greatest fact is I’m trapped in the way you act
You’re just mad that your brain is tapped
You’re the same as your crazy dad, you're a maniac

Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like
To be so messed up that you hope that you die
When you're over your life and you know that you might
Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive
'Cause I think I could focus and try more
Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide
You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside
You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived
Why? Why you gotta do this to me?
You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean
Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken
You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam
Everybody wants that according to you
No more torment, Jordan, we're through
No more talkin', the door has been shut
I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do
Goodbye

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Genius Annotation

Jordan is a personification of Complete’s struggles, like his self-doubt, depression, and addiction.

This track marked the debut of Complete’s alter ego, who has since appeared on tracks like 2019’s “Immunity”.

Q&A

Find answers to frequently asked questions about the song and explore its deeper meaning

Wondering the name of the beat/instrumental. Thanks
Genius Answer

The type beat was created by Young Taylor.

What did Complete say about "Jordan"?
Genius Answer

Complete spoke about the character and how this song came about during a 2019 The Lesson interview.

I was in a depressed mood, as usual, just sitting in the room and […] I wanted to vent but […] I
wanted to get a bit more creative with it. […] I was thinking of [giving] the voice of self-doubt a name. You know, self-doubt, depression, addiction, all of them one thing, and just give him his own identity and that’s […] how Jordan came to be.

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Recorded At
The Ayems Studios
Release Date
December 13, 2017
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